breaking down.
how irritating is it when you have a class you need to pay for, the class you need in order to advance to the next class and you get DROPPED because you couldn’t make the full payment in time. seriously I FUCKING HATE YOU CSUN! and right now I’m terribly disappointed with my financial situation. I’ve made so much money to not have anything left. and on top of that my parents couldn’t give me the money i needed in time to keep my class. that so called sibling i once had, that i miss so dearly and that i want back so badly, has taken every last drip of my parents and theres nothing i can do about it. if only my tears can heal things, but it can’t, if only they can hear my screams for help, but they can’t, if only there were a way to fix things, but there isn’t. i don’t mean to be a debbie downer but i never realized how bad it affected me. I’ve always tried to look forward and to keep an open mind, to just be happy with what i have. and i am happy for what i have, for the life i live the people i love and the wealth I’m in. truly thank God for every last thing, but how am i suppose to succeed in the future if my present is holding me back. I’m just so frustrated with everything.
getting dropped from a class sucks. so close to finishing but yet so far away.
WHO SAID MONEY CANT BUY HAPPINESS?! well it can buy parts of it. [=
unicornsexist69:
That Tattoo :O<3
GAH DAMNIT I WANTED TO DO THIS! just my dreamcatcher though. fuck it i still want it…
i just want all the money i need to pay for school.. and then i can make my own money. thats all i really wish for.
